Sunday, October 18, 2015

. . . Bellum Uncut

Dear SHV - Colbie Caillat *cough* Colbie Caillat* . . . oh and Eddie Sherhan. . .  er *cough*

LiLe : Muse. . . what have we done with PLT? What are all these half written chapters with half names and  . . . are some of these duplicates. What is going on ? This is a mess. . .I'm so confused.

Muse :. . . at least five chapters are solid  . . .Playlist don't look so bad.

LiLe : HEY ! What is this here. I thought we said we weren't going to--

Muse : LA LA LA LA  . . .can't hear you



(also) In my Mind Aria and Tessa  be like 


This bloggers' husband is stationed in Belgium. 
So, this is from a lifestyle blog of . . . young American family living in Europe. . .hmm


Sunday, October 4, 2015

#SocialMediaCurationAddict

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Bellum II Recap + Bellum III is here . . .

Here We Go . . .


I think I'm finally ready to let Bellum III go. Now when I started this I had a few scenes in mind one of them being how this section starts. Chapter 1 has two parts to it this is part 1.

In Bellum II


After Helios kills Hippolyta for being captured,  Seraphian switches sides and forms an alliance and relationship with Paris.

"Paris, you know what this is. Don't complicate things."
I sit down in the desk chair next to the window, the view is still breathtaking. We are at the top of the world.
"Don't act like you don't know how I feel, Seraphina"
"Paris.", she's practically scolding me, "We have more important things to worry--"
"-About than my love life. Yeah, I know. Forget it. Whatever", I pretend to let it go.

Meanwhile Ariel who is at fault for Hippolyta's death starts to drink and has to deal with Seraphina's anger.


"How long is this going to going on, Seraphina ?"

"Stop following me, Ariel."

I follow her outside and into the quad.

"Are we at least going to talk about it ? I need to talk about this Seraphina. I can't. . . I cant keep holding it in. I can't"




Paris' inner circle in the Brotherhood doesn't exaclty trust Seraphina and the more time Paris spends with her the more he starts to learn about her. Some good . . . some bad

She had decades of experience with this kind of thing (centuries maybe), Sera was the kind of woman who knew what men wanted. She knew what men liked, what made them feel good. Made me want to spend hours taking anything and everything she would give me. Taking the lead had always seemed pointless, I was never going to catch up to her anyway.



    “I had my reasons for following Helios. I  have seen the error of my ways.”, she looked down,  "I will tell you everything I know, do what I can to wash myself of that massacre.”


    “You’re hands will never be clean”, Lysander snaps at her, "And I'll always be marked by it."



    “Remember”, Callum says, “Loyalty isn’t just earned around here.”


Meanwhile Sera carries out the  traitorous acts the Brotherhood asks her

 It was short. The police had been called to Queen Anne's after a fire broke out. Lots of property damage, no deaths. At no deaths I let myself smile.


Something else is going on though as Sera and Paris follow Helios to Long Island. Where he goes every night at the same time. Then When Paris and Seraphina are away Callum and Ashe decide to mutiny and go after Helios with the cache of white gold bullets they've made

    "Did they at least wait until I got out the drive way before plotting a mutiny ?"


 Lysander sits up against the wall and shakes his head. We had been trapped for three hours. I couldn't even wrap my mind around how the Brothers I had trusted to be in my inner circle had just betrayed me.

 "It happened this morning.They waited until I was asleep to come after me. I'm sorry Paris. I should have seen this coming."

"No you shouldn't have", I said, "Jona's my brother. He should have known better."

On the night of the ambush, Helios stops the attack before it can happen. The question is how did Helios know ? (pssst. It was Jona)  Sera is shot in the maylay and a realization comes to surface.

“I love you”

The syllable was barley out of her mouth when I started kissing her. She leaned to meet me, her whole body arching towards me. My grip tightened on her hips and the kiss was so cold it burned my lips.

“Sera . .you've taken a lot of medication “

“No. I love you”, she said again, "I've loved you for a long time"

“I know", I said, " I love you too, Seraphina. I love the way you see me. I promise I will be that Prince one day for you."

Also on that night Aria gives birth to a daughter, whom Helios takes an interest in.

Tessa was praised by Helios. At first we were all shocked, assuming Helios would have wanted a boy

 Paris finds a hidden Camera in his room. . . meaning someone knows about him and Seraphina's relationship. At the same time Paris and Sera realize they may have an expiration date
"Listen to me, Paris. I can't stay in New York. When we get rid of Helios and SGI I plan to get out. Leave forever. . . and you won't go with me will you ?

". . . I can't . . .I have responsibilities. Father's company, St. Lilith's, the daemons."

 "No matter what happens we won't end up together and the reason", she continues, " I didn't tell you about that call is because you don't need Isobel now. You'll need her later after I break your heart."

 "You don't get to decide my life like that, Sera. If you want to break my heart, do it."

"No", she says looking . "Not today, anyway."

Helios proposes to Seraphina and tells her why he is in New York and what he wants.
Helios wants New York ?", Damien laughs, "He wants his own country ? How ? Why ?"

"I think the why is pretty obvious", Jona says from his seat next to Callum, "We lost our country. We hide out here like we don't exist. If we could have our own land our own place to belong. . . . wouldn't you go for--"

"Ever since SGI returned to Homeland and found it in ruins, it's been the dream of each SGI leader to bring back our civilization." Sera had said her eyes on the road, "Helios fought other men's wars, fought for other men's countries in hope he'd have one of his own one day.

Helios was following a lead from his predecessor about the possible existence of female Angels. When he tracked us down in New York he scouted the area before he made contact."

"Isaiah noticed them when they were scouting", I'd cut in, "It was why he created the daemons he thought they might try to start the old war."

She'd nodded and continued

"Helios found more than he was bargaining for. Not only did he find a community of Angels  but he found the perfect land to conquer. Manhattan has infrastructure, riches and eight million humans to live as second class citizens.Manhattan is also an island, so he can easily isolate it and put up defenses to take it as his own.

Helios spent years working for corrupt governments and organizations. He knows how to stage an attack and win, he knows how to take by force. Apparently he spent the past year learning the city and it's weaknesses.

The only hiccup in Helios' plan was.  . .  you Demons. You know only white gold can hurt our kind, plus you are just as invincible as him. When Helios rises up to claim Manhattan as New Aeterna,  he couldn't risk having you oppose him or working with the government to stop him.

His plan was to move you out of the city and cut you down one by one. It's why he wanted to push you into one corner of the city. But he realized Hmjeu's business was very profitable. The money is the only reason he's keeping you around for a few more months."

"So our money has been staving off genocide", I simplified, "Damm. We've kept ourselves hidden from humans for so long. Their ideologies and notions about what we are and aren't could be problematic. He can't reveal us like that."

"There's more"

"What.", I'd said flatly

"Helios' knows the United States government isn't going to just give him the island. Not even close. He's going to wage war to conquer the island, it should only take a few days for him to win and Helios loves the thrill of war."

"He can't win. . . not with his small army. There's what ? 60 SGI"

She made a sharp turn

"Helios has a second army."

"More Angels ?"

"No. . . he is getting an army of bloodthirsty daemons."

She couldn't circle the club anymore and pulled into a shaded parking spot. I turned to face her profile half covered in shadows.

"How ? The only survivors are with us."

"You killed the creatures but you didn't kill the creator."

Isaiah

Fuck.
 Paris thinks he has time to figure things out
"In the meantime we act as if we know nothing. Callum is working on the new bullelts. When he is finished we aren't going to just take down Helios. . . we are going to take down every SGI at Queen Anne's who doesn't surrender. Everything we do from now on is to prevent New Aeterna from ever existing."
But it turns out that his brother Jona is the leak and has been working with Helios. After Paris and Seraphina break up Jona tells Helios about the affair.  Helios tries to kill Seraphina but with the help of Leon Sera escapes with her life.

Helios knows she will go to Paris but Paris promises Helios he would never help Sera. . . becuase he's in love and engaged to Isobel.

It'a a countdown until New Aeterna. The Brotherhood are working to toward another uprising but in the meantime they need to stay out of Helios' way.

PLAYLIST

+1+ - Sail by AWOLNATION
+2+ - Let Her Go - Lexi Blue
+3+ - If I Ever Fall In Love (Not sure this is apropos but I've had this song forever)

Bellum III Chapter 1 Part 1

Sunday, August 30, 2015

A Quick Note


Linda Leigh . . . West ? 




No, Linda Leigh did not get married,  unless JB wants to make a new Penname for LiLe to marry.

Linda Leigh West (as in West Coast ! California ! 310 ! ) is the new location of LiLe !


Long story short when I upgraded my web browser I cleared my saved passwords. I thought I could log back in "no big deal" but my blog PW wouldn't work. 


Which is odd becuase I've had the same  PW one for all of my accounts but google says I changed it 12 months ago. So bascially I haven't had to log in in 12 months . . . that does not sound right.



Luckily I was still logged in at another location and was able to import and export the site and share my google docs.  



I'm secretly doing my happy dance that I got fed up with Google Docs a long time ago.



I may be able to "trick" google into letting me back in, but IDK I'm getting pretty settled in my new place. . . so welcome


 Back to the trenches



P.S I now think LindaLeighRambles might have been a better name.

Saturday, August 22, 2015

Dispatches From The Trenches (SEND HELP) Mini .Gif


It has been quite on the homefront. I got some stuff done while I was on tour with the other Colboltians. Is that a word we are still using ? I think Seattle was the best city it was so laid back and practically smells like Starbucks ! I wish I could live there.

Being back has been great I've been embracing more of a political side an getting more involved with that. . . but all these drafts keep calling to me. My daughter has been helping me out a bit so I may have to start giving her partial credit. 

Here is a .Gif post that has been waiting in the wings. 



So writing Bellum III has been . . . interesting. I feel a little like I'm stumbling



I have bits and pieces but I have to make sure I'm not. . . boring, so I rework


For a while it's been like




I have a lot of good portions I wrote early on and I'm finding this section more and more about Sera who can be like 



and




I know what you guy are thinking when I write Seraphina



. . . no promises




Although sometimes Sera/Paris be like 




Recently I did have an epiphany about Bellum so It's been like

(I think I might actually make this face)



But sometimes it's like 

I'm also working on PLT which has been kind of fun there is even . . . dun dun dun



Yes, hand holding. 

No, but there are two PLT chapters devoted to what you've all been asking for




But you won't see PLT until I finish Bellum III



Also, I am working on a teeny-tiny (four chapter) extra something-something to do with Bellum



But you won't be able to see it until after Bellum III

(This is SO Sera's haircut, btw)




So. . . that's all I have for now.



Send help






Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Okay, let's wrap this up






LOS ÁNGELES TAMBIÉN VISTEN DE PRADA: REGALOS : Happy Pills
I'm sure we all need to take one

 * I lost this post and copied and pasted the information from the preview so that's why the formatting is a bit off.

Seraphina, Bellum III

I know this chapter didn’t bring on the good kind of feels and I knew it was headed here and have been working on this chapter on and off for a while.

I always knew there was something unsaid about Isobel wanting to move into a house full of men, and Sera's placement in SGI said it all. Sera spends so much time looking out for Ariel that she forgets to look out for herself.

The writer in me wants to let Sera and Ariel runaway somewhere far away, instead of exploring her character in a place she is never going to feel comfortable. Furthermore a place she doesn't want to be, she never chose to go to St. Lilth's and Sera is all about free wil. She is only staying becuase Helios won't look for her there again

We get a tiny peak of Seraphina’s POV and that's probably going to be it. The issue with Seraphina’s POV is that she is a very unreliable narrator. She’s very detached from herself.

As you all predicted she does undergo a bit of a physical makeover after section two .  Her new look is similar in style to models Ruby Rose and Elliot Sailors.


Elliot Sailors is my new ideal picspiration for Seraphina. I wish I found her earlier if only because she is the right age and has that very strong jaw line. Sailor's does double duty and models menswear to get more work.. These first few pics aren't  from a catalog these are her wedding photos.







Ruby Rose
The first picspiration I stumbled across was Australian Maybelline model Ruby Rose. Rose got some internet fame for her Break Free video. Yes, I also stole the music from her video. Of course Rose is going to be famous as she will be on OITNB, but I found her first !


Lysander

 found myself getting really interested in Lysander. In this chapter he was the “loyal” friend. He really backs Paris up. As you know I do things out of order, so when I was working on this section , I realized that I’d killed Lysander off in chapter 5's draft  (In the explosion at the shops). I immediately changed it so he is injured , because I liked him so much in this chapter. 




Obligatory .GIF post



How you guys think I treat my characters

Really, I like happy endings and you are probably all


So allow me to cheer you up with a .Gif of a Kardashian taking a selfie with a Koala Bear

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As you know there is a final (and shorter) part to Bellum. Part III. I'm really feeling the first chapter in Bellum III and you all know how when I'm working I'm all





Bellum III

There is a lot going on here and I went back and forth on ending this on such a dark note. The reason I made Bellum in three parts was because I knew each part would be focused on the status of Sera and Paris’ relationship. Part 1 was the attraction, Part 2 Pariphina as a couple, Part 3 is focusing on the aftermath of their break up.

One comment pinged one something that happens in Bellum III, we are going to explore Paris and Seraphina with the absence of a physical relationship.

I know how this serial ends and what the fates of the character are  I just don’t know how  to steer the boat. I’m excited because I get to write a little freer but scared that I may go off the rails. Yes I know I changed metaphors.

Ariel is going to begin interacting with the daemons so I’m excited to write teen characters !

Between Isobel’s return, Sera’s rape, Ariel/Sera being exiled, Helio’s killing people and Jona defecting and  I have quite the feat in Bellum III. I wish I could say it’s as. . .finished as I want it. It will be much shorter around 10 chapters.


Into to the trenches . . . I also need to work on. .  . that . . . other thing. snippet. (;